i had a really long talk with tiffany last night. the fact that it happened during work was a topic of much giggling and hilarity, except for on the part of olga.

we discussed the need for independence, the need for wisdom, the screaming want for purpose in our lives.

at the end of the conversation, neither of our situations had improved. however, neither of our situations are really all that bad.

i'm just tired of not knowing where my life will lead. and i promise, this isn't one of those "i can't wait for life to begin" speeches. my life has begun. i laugh every day. i'm not in the before picture.

but there is a certain expectation to go through the maze a particular way before coming out the end. and that bugs me.

tally ho, loves.